Friday, August 25, 2006
let it rain on me..

MOOD: *puhleez, just read the entry*
MUSIC: Don't Let The Sun Go Down on Me - Jasmine Trias

Okay. It had been a not-so-good day. Woke up, and i wasn't really surprised when i noticed that tear streaks had dried on my cheeks. Bad *actually, sad* dream. Got ready, and left for work a little earlier than usual. I just have to get out of the house. I didn't wanna hear my Ma crying. Yup, my lil bro made her cry. Again. I wanted to comfort her, but i was worried i might join the sobfest too.

Got to work, where i strained my eyes for like 6 to 7 hours straight, focused on the computer, focused on work. Physically stressed, mentally drained and emotionally vulnerable, that's how i really felt after work.

Then, i got rained on. Nice. What a way to end a perfectly gloomy day. For once, i wanted to stay under the rain, and cry my heart out. Just let the rain wash away all the hurt and pain *gaaah, now i'm back to using these words again.. dammit* i'm feeling inside. I just wanna curl up and sleep, wish that tomorrow is another day, hope that it will be a good one. A better one.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 23:10
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it's the way you make me feel..

MOOD: haaay.. senti-sentihan..
MUSIC: It's The Way You Make Me Feel - Steps

Baby can't you see
You're the one for me
But you belong to another
I don't wanna hurt nobody
But my heart just can't hold back


Now i know why i love Megz. He always refers to me songs, na feeling niya can-relate ako. Sabi niya, he thought of me when he first heard the song. Sapol nga raw eh, though i have the vaguest idea of what he meant. I have to admit, tama siya at some point, pero hindi sa kabuuan. I downloaded the song almost immediately, and now it's the only song playing on my media player, onRepeat. Though i've heard this song before, i never really bothered looking up the lyrics of it.

Check this out for the complete lyrics of the song. The one i posted above was just part of it. Yan kasi yung medyo may dating eh. Hehehe. I thank Megz for re-introducing the song to me.:D

...

Nagagandahan ako sa YM status ko ngayon:
..the weirdest thing happened this morning.. i woke up with tears in my eyes.. and one rolling down my cheek.. and i knew i must have been dreaming of you again..

Takla kasi naman yung dream ko eh. Azzar. I didn't make this, pero that's exactly how i feel. Idagdag mo pa yung status ni Irish:
Is it possible to be just friends with someone I have these sort of non-moderate feelings for? Or am I doomed forever to just be in love and ultimately significantly hurt?

Takla naman talagang life ito. Haaay! Life, parang buhay. *sigh*

...

I had a totally different entry in mind, pero this one seemed to be the better option, considering how i feel at the moment.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 12:44
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
theme songs..

MOOD: full.. just had lunch..
MUSIC: Lucy - Hanson

I've been listening to this *the LISTENING TO part*, and the other song (which is coincidentally on my playlist right now, on repeat) and it made me think of all the songs that i used to think have a connection to me. Honestly, before, i always believed that some songs, love songs and senti for that matter, are meant for me. I wanted to think they were all written for me and my so-called lovelife.

In the past (and until the present), i've had several theme songs, for me, with my friends, with my past relationships, and with everything that happens with my life. Any song i was singing or listening to when something good happened to me, automatically made it to my theme songs. And until now, whenever i hear any of them, it still puts a smile, sometimes even a goofy grin, on my face. Some of the songs i considered special (those that i can remember at the moment):

When You Say Nothing At All - the Ronan Keating version. JJ, someone from the past, and i had this theme song back in high school. He even had his friend whistle it for me, on the school corridor during one of my classes. Sweet. Aaaww.=)

I'll Be Missing You and Just Like a Pill - Puff Daddy (with the gang) and Pink respectively. Me and my St Paul friends used to go on roadtrips, cruising along the highways, windows open, radio on full volume, and the music blasting. Gaah. I really miss them, you know.

Ready For a Fall and then Ipagpatawad Mo - PJ Olsson and VST & Co. These are songs i sing whenever i'm falling and fall in love. With a friend. I just simply love them. If you'd just listen to the message of the songs, you'll know what i mean.

Stubborn Love. A Christian song that i used to sing for JB, another ex. He liked it when i sang it, so whenever we'd jam then, this song was always part of our sessions.

Honey, My Love, So Sweet and Sana ay Mahalin Mo Pa Rin ako - both by April Boys. Yeah, i know. Cheesy love songs. Tagalog, even. But hey, this is the reason.;)

I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me and later followed by You've Made Me Stronger - perfect heartbreak and moving on song. I can totally relate. And just recently (actually, a little over 3 months ago), this fit my case entirely.

Don't Speak - No Doubt. Oblivion played it on his guitar. I sang it. From then on, this song was onRepeat for several weeks on my playlist.

Good Riddance (Time of your Life) - Greenday. Our high school graduation song. The rest of the class sang it, while 5 of us (me, Sonn, Xanne, Pax, and Cram) played it on our guitars as accompaniment.

Dilemma - Nelly feat Kelly. Another St Paul days favorite. Mitz, one of my roomies then, and i were nursing our broken hearts with this song, after a break-up with our respective boyfriends over the weekend that passed. We had this 3D (Di-lemma, Di-kumakain, Di-pumapasok sa class) moments where we stayed locked up in our room, sulking and crying our hearts out, and after 4 days, decided we're moving on. And we did. How the song played a part in all that. I don't know. We just loved it.:D

Out of Reach and Cool - Gabrielle and Gwen Stefani. I don't know. I guess i just love how the songs make an impact on me. On how i view love and relationships. And on how i still refuse to give up on love, even after everything.

Tell Me where It Hurts. Only recently was this song added to my so-called theme songs. Maybe it's because i love singing this on videoke days. Or because, i like how MYMP sang their version of it. Or because I can relate to it. Or because of other reasons. Lots of them, really.;)

Bitch and Ugly - Meredith Brooks and Sugababes respectively. Perfect girl power type of songs, perfect combination, topping it off with I Will Survive.:D


i've been Tin Nolasco at 12:43
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Monday, August 21, 2006
love, again..

MOOD: sleepy and still kinda sick..
MUSIC: Love Will Show You Everything

things haven't gone the way i had planned
my feelings, i realize, have gotten out of hand
my emotions have once again taken over me
i'm again facing a battle with my destiny..

love has once again presented itself to me
when i've convinced myself i'm not yet ready
somehow it found its way back to my heart
willing it again for a brand new start..

love opened my eyes, you were in front of me
another person to love was what i was made to see
and despite the hurt and pain i've been through
i now find myself having fallen for you..


i've been Tin Nolasco at 23:37
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
a sleepless night..

MOOD: kinda sleepy, but still up..
MUSIC: Awake - Secondhand Serenade

How can you sleep and dream of someone, when that same person is keeping you up all night? Not only has that person invaded your heart, but also has taken over your thoughts. Another sleepless night. Another tearful realization. Damn. I hate it when i'm sick.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 02:13
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Friday, August 18, 2006
if i were..

MOOD: aligaga..
MUSIC: Twisted - Keith Sweat

a month, I would be:
-----> February, kasi month sya ng love.. gusto ko, full of love din ako..

a day, of the week I would be:
-----> Friday.. ala lang.. kasi tipong, there's something to look forward to.. the weekend.. and the coming week..

a time of day, I would be:
-----> 9 am.. not too early.. not too late.. tama lang..

a planet, I would be:
-----> earth.. dito lang may buhay eh.. tsaka andito lahat ng mahal ko.. sa buhay..

a sea animal, I would be:
-----> a dolphin.. graceful.. tapos noisy.. hahaha!!

a direction, I would be:
-----> the east.. the sun rises in the east.. i would like to be the dawn..

a sin, I would be:
-----> ah.. this made me think.. uhm..

a liquid, I would be:
-----> water.. importante 'to eh.. i would like to be treated as important din..

a bird, I would be:
-----> an eagle, and soar above the clouds..

a flower, I would be:
-----> Sampaguita.. pure and clean..

a kind of weather, I would be:
-----> sunny.. don't wanna have down spirits eh..

a musical instrument, I would be:
-----> piano.. to play beautiful music to everyone..

an animal, I would be:
-----> a dog.. man's best friend..

a color, I would be:
-----> white.. purity..

an emotion, I would be:
-----> happiness.. don't wanna be sad anymore..

a vegetable, I would be:
-----> ..

a song, I would be:
-----> a love song.. to touch the hearts of those in love..

a place, I would be:
-----> Paris.. the place for hopeless romantics.. like me..

a thing, I would be:
-----> a book.. so that many would learn from me..

a taste, I would be:
-----> sweet.. need i say more??

a word, I would be:
-----> love.. basta.. love na sa love..

a body part, I would be:
-----> heart.. basta.. connected sa love eh..

a subject in school, I would be:
-----> English or Math.. English: most loved (oftentimes).. Math: challenging..

a/an cartoon/anime character, I would rather be:
-----> Bugs Bunny.. para kasing ala syang problema sa buhay eh..

a shape, I would be:
-----> circle.. can't explain.. basta, bilog..

a number, I would be:
-----> 18.. the age (ladies) between being a girl and a woman..

*got this from Friendster*

**uy, Irish, Kai, Bhasti, Megz, Augz, and the rest, sagot lang kayo if you want..**


i've been Tin Nolasco at 14:49
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
just to start off..

MOOD: still kinda sleepy..
MUSIC: Turn It Up - Paris Hilton

10 SONGS YOU'VE BEEN LISTENING TO
- Kokomo (Beach Boys)
- Alive(Frio) *na sabi ni Irish Bamboo raw ang kumanta at Make Me ang title*
- Ugly (Sugababes)
- Out of Reach (Gabrielle)
- Stay (Lisa Loeb)
- Cool (Gwen Stefani)
- 1979 (Smashing Pumpkins)
- Gone Going (Black eyed Peas)
- How Do You Do (Roxette)
- Stars are Blind (Paris Hilton) *love is blind na rin*

09 THINGS YOU LOOK FORWARD TO
- weekend *long weekend kasi*
- end of internship *medyo medyo*
- the holidays
- yung movie nina Sam & Toni, You Are the One *takte, kilig movie again*
- next get-together or outing ng Hinayupackz
- my birthday *several months away pa*
- having a lovelife *sana anytime soon.. hahaha..*
- getting married *pero not in the near future*
- having a family of my own *sobrang tagal pa neto*

08 THINGS YOU LIKE TO WEAR
- anything pa-girl *pagka-minsan*
- comfortable pambahay
- pants *panglakad*
- watch *can't leave the house without it*
- scrunchy *lalo na pag bad hair day*
- flipflops or slip-ons
- glasses *pag di naka-contact*
- caps

07 THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
- being woken up in the middle of a good dream *i bet, kayo din minsan*
- being rudely interrupted while working *having no music while working rin*
- getting wet even under an umbrella *nagpayong pa ako diba?!*
- walking behind slow-paced people
- standing in a crowd flanked by good-smelling *insert sarcasm* people
- being misinterpreted or judged by others
- not getting what i want *sometimes*

06 EXPRESSIONS YOU SAY MOST DAYS
- ngek!
- toink!
- damn!
- takla.. *sagwa naman kasi kung t_e ang sasabihin ko*
- frack.. *deriviation from f@ck.. got it from Kai ata*
- shoot! *deriviation ng sh!t*
**at talagang in-explain ko pa..:D**

05 THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY
- sleep and eat *lakas ko dito*
- bath and prepare
- go to work
- surf the net
- text or chat with friends

04 FRIENDS YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME WITH
- iRish
- Arjay
- Dadi
- Bhasti (and the rest of the Hinayupackz.. don't get mad please..:D)

03 MOVIES YOU'D WATCH OVER & OVER AGAIN
- My BestFriend's Wedding *i'd even cry over and over again*
- Clueless
- 10 Things I Hate About You

02 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT
- Tell Me Where It Hurts (MYMP) *ah, basta*
- Unfaithful (Rihanna) *type ko yung song, though i'm not like that*

01 PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH
- siya, syempre.. hehehe:D

*got this from a Friendster bulletin, way way back 2004*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 08:49
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Monday, August 14, 2006
try it out..

MOOD: bored na naman..
MUSIC: My Oh My (Aqua) *midi*

Is someone in LOVE...!?!?! by Dontphunkwithmylove
Name:
Favorite Color:
Is someone in LOVE with you, right now?Hell NO!
Are you in LOVE, right now?Yes, you always are..!?!?!
Love Icon
Quiz created with MemeGen!

*Takla. Sige, rub it in.*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 17:23
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miserably peaceful..

MOOD: tormented and confused..
MUSIC: Immortality (Celine Dion) *midi*

I've been told that whatever decision i make, there should always be peace in my heart. And to choose between what makes me happy, or what is right, i should go for the latter. But why do i still feel confused, try as i might to tell myself i should choose to do what's right? My heart is still troubled, and that i have this unsettling feeling that i'm making my life miserable, more than it already is.

It's the same pattern all over again. Almost. There's no more way of getting out of this mess. How i got myself into this? I don't know. How i'll get out of it? I don't know either. Hirap naman ng choices.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 15:19
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Friday, August 11, 2006
what will you do??

MOOD: bored and sleepy na talaga..
MUSIC: 7th Heaven theme *midi*

1- may lumapit sayo at nagpa-autograph?
> magtatatalon sa tuwa.. pagkamalan daw ba akong ta-artist?!

2- bigla kang hinalikan ng close/bestfriend mong opposite sex?
> hala, sige.. sunggab ang lola mo..:D

3- binigyan ka ng nanay mo ng 100 pesos at sinabing umalis ka na at mabuhay ka na mag-isa?
> sasabihin ko, "No Deal!" sabay ekis ng mga kamay.. hahaha..

4- pinuntahan ka ng crush mo sa bahay niyo bigla?
> siyempre, ayos agad ako di ba?! tapos todo entertain ang drama ko..

5- dinare kang magyosi?
> sige.. dare lang.. di ko naman gagawin eh..

6- nalaman mong 1 month ka nalang pwedeng mabuhay?
> susulitin ko na ang mga overnights ko.. pati gimmicks.. movie trips na rin.. lahat with friends and family..

7- magma-migrate na kayo kaso may syota ka dito na maiiwan?
> paiwan na lang ako.. sabay live-in.. hehehe.. joke!!

8- binackstab ka ng kaibigan mo?
> aba'y, back-stabban na 'to..

9- inalok ka ng ABS CBN para sa isang commercial?
> pwera foot powder and deodorant commercial, ha?? no dishwashing liquid din.. o kaya sabong panlaba..

10- hinabol ka ng aso?
> uunahan ko na.. kakagatin ko.. hehehe..

11- natawagan ka ng isang favorite celebrity mo by accident?
> "accidents happen.. can we meet??" *asa pa ako*

12- magsa-squat nalang daw kayo ng pamilya mo?
> yan.. refer to question #3. Deal na ako..:D

13- may mga issue ka sa school mo?
> kahit saan naman, may issue ako.. okay lang.. make them wonder..

14- sumemplang ka sa harap ng crush mo?
> gugulong-gulong na rin ako, para mas masaya..

15- nagkagusto ka sa crush ng friend mo?
> ngek!! as if mangyayari yun.. magkakaiba naman kami ng taste sa mga crushes namin eh..

*sobrang bored na ako, kaya puro pa-balang na mga sagot ko.. hehehe.. wag niyo na lang seryosohin yung iba.. nwei, got this from Augz's blog nga pala..*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 17:28
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four things about me..

MOOD: antok na ako..
MUSIC: 90210 theme *midi*

Things you may not have known about me..

A) Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Love Counsel slash Big Sister slash Girlfriend slash BestFriend (san ka pa?! all-in-one)
2. Sunday School Teacher (o di ba?! active ako dati sa church eh.. hehehe..)
3. Responsible Daughter slash Good Sister slash Smart Tita slash Reliable Niece slash Cool Cousin slash Angelic Grandchild (yan, family-oriented eh..)
4. Intern dito sa RadixSys

B) Four movies you would watch over and over:
1. My BestFriend's Wedding (and All Julia Roberts movie)
2. Clueless
3. 10 Things I Hate About You
4. movies ni Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock (together or not)

C) Four places you have lived:
1. Aparri, Cagayan (sa north)
2. College Avenue, Tuguegarao City (St Paul days ko pa)
3. sa house ng big bro ko
4. Remmanville, BLS, Paranaque City

D) Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. Friends (kahit nag-end na siya, okay lang ang re-runs)
2. Oprah
3. any CSI series
4. Game Ka Na Ba?

E) Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Pangasinan
2. Batangas
3. Cavite
4. HongKong

F) Websites you visit daily:
1. blogs ni Kai, Irish, Augz, Bhasti, Jayson, at Megz
2. Yahoo mail at APC mail
3. si bespren Google
4. blog ko sympre..

G) Four of my favorite foods: (lately)
1. burger and fries ng McDo
2. chicken strips ng Jolibee
3. fun shots and mashed potato ng KFC
4. pork chao fan ng Chowking

H) Right now I would rather be:
1. with my friends
2. at home, sleeping
3. nakikipagkuwentuhan and making a lot of noise
4. watching The Break-Up or Just My Luck or Click

I) Four friends I think will respond:
---- kahit sino sa kanila.. galing na 'to kay Kai eh, so out na siguro siya.. malamang si Irish next, pag tinopak.. o kaya si Augz..

J) Return Instructions:
---- ei reader, you're free to post this on your blog.. then broadcast you got the post from me.. thanks.. hehehe..:D


i've been Tin Nolasco at 14:58
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in one word..

MOOD: walang pinagbago sa kahapon..
MUSIC: 1979 - Smashing Pumpkins

I S A N G S A L I T A L A M A N G A N G P U W E D E N G I S A G O T !
H I N D I N A K A I L A N G A N N G P A L I W A N A G.

1. Sarili mo: morena..
2. Boyfriend/girlfriend mo: wala pa..
3. Buhok mo: mahaba..
4. Nanay mo: masipag..
5. Tatay mo: istrikto..
6. Paboritong gamit: relo..
7. Napanaginipan mo kagabi: blangko..
8. Paboritong inumin: ** coke..
9. Pangarap mong bahay: malaki..
10. Social life mo: masaya..
11. Yung ex mo: past..
12. Kinakatakutan mo: rejection..
13. Anong gusto mo para sa birthday mo: kotse..
14. Sino kasama mo ngayon: arjay..
16. Best friend mo: marami..
17. Anong gusto mong gawin ngayon: dumaldal..
18. Huling bagay na ginawa mo: nakipag-chat..
19. Anong suot mo: pantalon..
20. Paborito mong season: summer..
21. Paborito mong libro: marami..
22. Huli mong kinain: wala..
24. Mood mo ngayon: tahimik..
25. Anong iniisip mo ngayon: sitwasyon..

*I got this from Irish' blog. Parang nauuso ang pagsagot ng mga Friendster bulletin sa blog eh, kaya for today, yan ang menu ko. Pakasawa kayo, and ako. Hehehe.:D*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 09:27
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
just a continuation..

MOOD: bored to death..
MUSIC: Kokomo - Beach Boys

I can't take it anymore. Everyone thinks I'm indestructable, the girl who never flinches, the girl who always has a smile on her face, the girl who's gone through nothing, the girl who has no fears. I'm tired of it. I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. I want people to understand me. I want people to understand how hard it is to be me, and to have to deal with all of this crap and still be expected to be happy. It's not fair. Why can everyone else just fall apart but I have to keep it together?

Just a continuation of this. I can so relate. Really.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 15:46
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a moment of silence..

MOOD: quiet.. a little too quiet..
MUSIC: Everywhere (edited version) - Michelle Branch

I am not used to being this quiet. It's like i'm on a speech or talk diet. I wanna blah blah blah but no, i can't. Everybody's just too busy with whatever they're doing. I can't rant out my frustrations. I can't complain. I've been wanting to talk for hours now. But heck, got no one to turn to. I need a sounding board. I need someone to listen. Com'on, talk to me.

...

Okay, okay. For once, i'll shut up. I'll keep quiet, just like everone else. Gaah! This will be a looonng day. Damn.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 13:36
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
self-conditioning?

MOOD: okay lang.. *nga ba?*:D
MUSIC: Push the Buttons (edited version) - SugaBabes

I'm afraid i'm getting too transparent. My friends can just read me like a book. They know me well. A little too well, i may add. I thought it helps that i don't get to see most of them always, but still, even in absence, they somehow sense what i'm going through. Hard as i might to deny, sometimes they can just see through me, or as our present situation calls for it, they can feel something's wrong.

Nothing's really wrong. It's just that, nothing's really right either. I'm somewhere in between. Or, things are somewhat in between. I tell my friends, even myself, that i'm okay. Sometimes, they think otherwise, that i myself, begin to doubt how i really am. Am i really okay? Or am i just saying that to avoid further questions? Will i be able to convince me and others that i really am okay?


i've been Tin Nolasco at 10:14
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
looking back..

MOOD: i'm okay..
MUSIC: With A Smile - Eraserheads

Allan wasn't around yesterday. He texted Arjay to say he's not coming. So i decided to have a trip down memory lane. I began reading my past entries, starting from my first posts until the present. When i was done with my blog, i checked out Irish' blog for her earliest entry. She has less entries so i was done before the day was even over. Then i asked Kai if she knows the link to her first entry. Minutes passed and she still hasn't found it, so i decided to look for it myself. After a few minutes, i got it. I saw her first ever entry. So there, i started reading. It was already 6, time to leave, and i wasn't even halfway done.

Today, Allan's back, but Arjay is not around this time. I continued reading Kai's blog, and i can't help but smile at some of the entries. We all had been so young then. So much had changed. Good changes, bad changes. We've all matured now. We've learned a lot. Nwei, i just wanted to post about this. Allan hasn't given me any instructions yet, so i'm back to reading Kai's blog.:D


i've been Tin Nolasco at 10:51
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
a kinda hard day..

MOOD: sick..
MUSIC: Untitled - Simple Plan

Okay. Sleeplessness is finally taking its toll on me. I feel sick. I woke up with a headache. I got tonsilitis. I'm sneezing quite a lot already, and i know this leads to colds. Soon, i might be coming down with a cough, and sooner, flu. Just had lunch, but had no appetite, and i forced myself to finish the food i've ordered, at the same time, trying hard not to throw up. Damn. I need some medicine. A little loving will definitely help too.:D *wink wink*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 12:51
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
of annoyances and appreciations..

MOOD: argh!
MUSIC: *beep BEEP beep*

If there's one thing i hate, it's having no control of this situation i've gotten myself into. But if there's something i hate more, it's knowing that i'm in such a situation, yet still i choose to remain in this mess.

...

Just finished YM-ing with PeeKay (Dadi as i fondly call him) a few minutes ago. It was like a part 2 of our conversation last Friday night (Saturday dawn). I just appreciate his presence a lot, his friendship and all.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 15:06
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
sweet, sad goodbye..

MOOD: sad, but not grieving..
MUSIC: *cousins' animated conversation*

I didn't go to work today. Actually, almost everyone in the whole family missed out either on work or school, just to attend our Lola's burial. The mass started at 9 in the morning, and ended just a little after 10, after everyone eulogized *is this even a word?* for her. I, on my part, read the poem i made for her last Thursday, while my big bro sang to her Warrior is a Child by Gary V, a song he often sang to her when he's hanging out at her store. We were all in tears when everybody was done. After the mass, we drove to Manila Memorial Park where we laid her to rest.

The whole family gathered here at home for lunch, and me and my cousins had our own group and played cards. It's a gloomy day, not because of the occasion, but because of the weather, and we all stayed in, sprawled across the living room floor, and napped til 6 in the evening. When i woke up, it occured to me how ironic the situation was. Here we are, the whole family, having a semi-reunion, only because of the death of a relative. Looking back, my Lola would have enjoyed everybody's company. Still, i know, we know, she's happy now, looking down on all of us. I know this is what she would have wanted, us, going on with our lives. I just miss her so much.

...

Irish, Augz, and PeeKay came to Lola's wake last Friday night. Kai, Megz, and Jayson would have come to, if only their work permitted them to. Still, i know they sympathize with me, and i love them for that. Nwei, Augz left a little before 11, and 30 minutes later, PeeKay arrived. While Irish really planned on staying the night, PeeKay was just supposed to stay until 2 am, but ended up waiting for the sun to come up before leaving. What happened was, we stayed up all night, talking with each other about a lot of things, our friends and friendship, our lovelives, our respective internships, the economy and politics, and even about some random topic. Then i realized how much i missed them. I missed hanging out with them. With everything we've talked about, now i know why i consider them my two college bestfriends. I miss you guys already. And the rest of the Hinayupackz too.:D

just a minor correction: my Lola's real name is Semproniana Quebral Acidera, opposed to what was wrongly stated in my previous entry.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 19:11
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