Sunday, March 09, 2008
a realization..

MOOD: hmm.. wala lang..
MUSIC: Human - 5ive

I did some thinking a little while ago, and somehow came to a realization. I guess the reason i haven't had another relationship, after a long time, is that, God couldn't lead that someone to me (or me to that someone) yet, is because He doesn't think i'm ready.

I figured, how can i ask Him for a relationship, when i can't handle my family relationships well? I lose my temper quite easily. My younger brother and i get into fights almost everyday. At times, i snap at my parents, and don't even try to hold my tongue back. When i talk to my big brother over the phone, i get impatient and don't even hide it. I play favorites with my pamangkins.

So how can i have a serious relationship when i can't even have a respectful, loving, and harmonious relationship with the people i love, my family? They love me, despite the way i sometimes treat them, but i take their love for granted.

I guess that's where i have to set things right first. My family. Then maybe, the next big thing can finally happen.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 21:40
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Monday, March 03, 2008
starless night..

MOOD: sleepy..
MUSIC: Big Big World - Emilia

no star that i can wish upon tonight
a cloudy sky is everything in sight
looking far and beyond for a destined love
asking and praying for a sign from above..

hoping for a glimpse of a smile on his face
dreaming of a passionate, sweet warm embrace
craving for a gentle touch, a tender kiss
wishing for endless sunshine and eternal bliss..

searching for a heart that beats only for me
longing for a love that meets more than the eyes could see
waiting for a softly spoken whisper,
an "i love you now, always, and forever!"..


i've been Tin Nolasco at 23:37
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
anniversary..

MOOD: hmm.. okay, i guess..
MUSIC: Leave Me - New Edition

I've gotten over you.
Forgot the feelings i used to have for you.

I did it, when i thought i couldn't.
I got over you, when i said i wouldn't.

Forget you, i really had to.
Get over you, was the right thing to do.

Yes, i was happy when i loved you.
Happy in the short time i had been with you.

The attention you gave had been enough for me.
For the affection you showed, i'd treasure dearly.

I'm thankful that i've gotten to know you.
Grateful that in my life, you've been a part too.

I loved you, even though you never felt it.
I loved you, even though i didn't show it.

I loved you, even though i didn't let you know.
I loved you, but it was time for me to let go.

I loved you, but i'm over you, finally.
Now, everything about you is nothing, but a memory.


*ang sagot sa isang malufhet na ka-dramahan.. hehehe!!*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 13:26
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