Tuesday, March 27, 2007
oh well..

MOOD: pagod na ako..
MUSIC: *silence*

I'm still up. Can't sleep. Buti na lang, walang pasok bukas, i mean, later, dahil kung hindi, pag nakatulog man ako, di na ako magigising for my 8am class.

Less than 2 months to go before graduation. Na-e-excite ako, na kinakabhan. Sobrang looking forward to it, yet dreading it somehow.

I feel like i'm not yet prepared. I don't think i'm even this|close to being ready.

Pahirapan pa. So much to do, so little time. It's hard to cram everything in just a day. Gusto ko ng sumuko.

Physically strained. Mentally exhausted. Emotionally tired. I'm distressed.

Can i just give up now?

non-functioning brain + heavy heart = bad combination.


i've been Tin Nolasco at 03:32
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Friday, March 16, 2007
tagged: weird things..

MOOD: blah blah blah..
MUSIC: Happy Together - Simple Plan

It's been quite a while since i was last tagged. I don't mind anyway, since i can't think of a decent entry for now. So here goes. Here are the rules:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

I LIKE TUTONG. I'd rather eat this, than the regular rice, wag lang exag sa tutong.
I PREFER DOGS TO CATS. What's weird is that, wala kaming aso sa bahay. Puro pusa.
I NAILBITE. At never ko ng naalis ang habit na 'to.
I CAN TALK 500 WPM. An exaggeration, of course, but i can talk really fast.
I LIKE WATCHING INFOMERCIALS. I get amazed with all those wonder thingies.
I STILL SLEEP WITH A BABY PILLOW. Not my baby pillow actually. Baby-sized pillow.
I DAYDREAM. A LOT. When you see me staring off into space, it means i'm in dreamland.
I AM SCARED OF MASCOTS & CLOWNS. Seriously. Scares the hell out of me.
I WAS BORN A LEFTY. Then Pa taught me how to be a rightie. Oh well.
I DON'T LIKE HOSPITALS. Self-explanatory.

Since Kai tagged me, and i can't tag her back, i choose: iRish, Augz, Megz, Bhasti, Jayson, & PeeKay.

*nothing much to share, i guess..*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 21:47
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Friday, March 09, 2007
ouch..

MOOD: emotionally drained..
MUSIC: What If - Nina

Honestly. It's hard to accept that the person we like, just can't like us back. We justify by saying maybe the other person do like us, but on a different degree. Or even up to the point of convincing ourselves that this person may like us too, but just doesn't want to entertain the feeling for the fear of ruining a good friendship. We even think that maybe they do like us, they just don't know that they do, yet. Simply put, we cushion the blow of outright rejection, hopelessness, and hurt by blinding ourselves from the truth. Truth being, this person just doesn't like us. Ouch.

Accept? We just can't. Why? Coz it f*ckin' hurts. We'd rather bask in wishful fantasy, than live a painful reality.

*substitute like with love, whatever suits you..*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 22:46
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Friday, March 02, 2007
ka-dramahan..

MOOD: ala lang.. nagdadrama lang..
MUSIC: *wala*

Makakalimutan din kita.
Makakalimutan ko ring minahal kita.

Kahit mahirap, pipilitin ko.
Kahit masakit, kakayanin ko.

Kakalimutan kita, di dahil di na kita mahal, pero dahil yun ang nararapat.
Di dahil mali, pero dahil yun ang mas tama.

Masaya din naman ako na minahal kita.
Masaya, na kahit sa maikling panahon, nakasama kita.

Sapat na ang mga atensyong ibinuhos mo sa akin.
Tama na rin ang mga pagpapahalagang naipadama mo sa akin.

Malaki ang pasasalamat kong nakilala kita.
Natutuwa ako, dahil sa buhay ko, naging bahagi ka.

Mahal kita, kahit di mo nararamdaman.
Mahal kita, kahit di mo nalalaman.

Mahal kita, kahit di ko masabi syo.
Mahal kita, pero kelangan ko ng lumayo.

Mahal kita, pero kakalimutan na kita.
Mananatili ka na lamang sa aking alaala.


*hahaha!! andrama ko!! wala lang 'to.. wag masyado magpaniwala..:D*


i've been Tin Nolasco at 01:17
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