Thursday, February 15, 2007
valentine's: just another day..
MOOD: sleepy..MUSIC: If I Could - Will Downing
Valentine's Day came and went. And nothing much happened, really. Got greeted by friends. Got a heart-shaped mini pillow-in-a-stick, and a couple of chocolates. Not bad. And a leaf, too,. At least, i got to spend it with my friends *Kai would have also been in the picture had she not left early*. Just a bit sad, spending V-Day for the 5th time in a row, single-ly. Oh well. Who knows what next year would bring? Just have to wait 364(?) days.:D
Thursday, February 08, 2007
a year ago..
MOOD: sleepy.. real sleepy..MUSIC: Fall For You - Shanice
Well. It has been a year since it happened. And as i'm writing this, it doesn't mean i'm still hang up on the past. I'm not. I've moved on. I'm okay now. In fact, i have this grin on my face, that is neither sarcastic nor fake. Why? Let me put it this way, all along, i was kinda wrong with what i thought about us *me & the not-so-distant past*.
I never claimed na naging kami. All i know is that, we had a mutual understanding. But apparently, naging kami pala. A couple of nights ago, we talked, i mean YM-ed, and he confirmed, from Oct 30 to that fateful night. At syempre, nagulat ako sa nalaman ako. E bakit naman kasi hindi, eh after telling me before that he wasn't ready to have a girlfriend yet, and that having a relationship was the least of his priorities, he considered me pala as his first girlfriend, and in his terms, we did have a relationship. Nakakatawa at nakakatuwa lang na isiping, di rin naman pala niya binalewala whatever we shared in those three short months.
Aminado rin naman siyang he had his faults, and that he really didn't deserve my love. He asked how i have been since then, and i assured him i'm okay now. I've moved on, and that i harbor no hatred or anger towards him. We agreed we can actually be friends, again, after all.
I once said that i need closure, before i can move on. Yet, i was still able to move on. But now, i can finally say, i have the closure i needed. Thanks to him.
Monday, February 05, 2007
happy birthday, me..:D
MOOD: (",)MUSIC: Araw Mo - Nina
And i turned a year older, again, today. Have i changed? I don't know. I guess i'm just not feeling the full effect, yet. Maybe in a few days.
Happy, coz most of my really good friends remembered me. Sad, coz i'm reminded, i'm not getting any younger anymore.
I have wishes for myself, and for the people i love around me, of course. Happiness and good health for always. Continuous blessings and guidance from above. Lots of love, and a good, long life to live.:D
