Sunday, December 31, 2006
what 2006 saw me through..
MOOD: reminiscent..
MUSIC: Why Her - Monica
2006 is nearly over, and yet i'm looking back on the year that has been. So much has happened, some good, some bad. But somehow, i survived it. And i'm still whole. Nwei, let me take you back on what i've been through.
Early this year, i (we) renewed friendship with Kai, with whom we kinda kad a rift with late last year. And as i made bonds stronger with her and the rest of the Hinayupackz, i had my heart broken, and in the process finding myself the subject of hate, by a group of girls i've somehow pissed, also late last year.
Brokenhearted, yet i was able to move on. I got over the relationship, and started over. Love was temporarily set aside, as internship saw me grow more as a student, and a soon-to-be young professional. I had my fair share of dealing with big bosses, and forming ties with co-employees.
I met new people. I got to know some better. And switching back to my old celfone network got me communicating with old childhood friends, and highschool classmates again. Less time spent with my college friends also meant getting to spend more time with my cousins and brothers.
Old flames re-surfaced. Past emotions were revisited. Some decisions were reconsidered.
2006 also saw me, and my whole family grieve for the loss of a dear relative, at the same time celebrating life and good health for us left behind.
And as the year comes to an end, let me take this opportunity to thank you, my friends, for making my 2006 meaningful and more bearable than i thought it would be. Thanks for being with me through all my laughters and tears. I'm happy sharing with you a wonderful friendship i'd treasure more in the years to come. May 2007 see us through this continuous journey we're taking. 2006 had been a fun ride, i hope 2007 will be a better year for us. I'm now a better person, coz i have friends like you who loved and cared. I'm hoping i had been a blessing to others too, as i certainly hope will be just the same for 2007.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL.
i've been Tin Nolasco at 14:33
Thursday, December 28, 2006
weddings..
MOOD: lungkut-lungkutan..
MUSIC: *wala.. tahimik eh..*
You know how it feels like to be at someone's wedding? It makes you think of your own wedding someday, wonder who will be part of your entourage, who will officiate, and who's invited or not. But there's one person left faceless in your mind. Who's gonna be there at the altar, waiting for you, watching you as you make your way down the aisle, ready to take you from your father's arms? You run a list of prospects in your head, yet, no one seems to fit in the picture. Then you're suddenly left with a thought, what if there's really no one? What if there won't be a wedding after all? A scary image of you, spending the rest of your life alone, pops into your head. Then tears fill up your eyes, knowing there's more behind them, than just a happily-ever-after love story, playing right in front of you.
i've been Tin Nolasco at 10:18
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
just a smile..
MOOD: eto, mukhang t@nga@ng napapangiti..:D
MUSIC: Last Request - Paul Nutini
Here are some random things that make(made) me laugh/smile lately:
- watching Friends and Desperate Housewives (2 of the few series i have in my hard drive, that i watch every night)
- being declared as "d best tita" by my pamangkins, even after saying i'm masungit behind my back
- having late night snacks and long uninterrupted sleep after (explains why i'm gaining weight :D)
- being welcomed and asked to come again to their home by a close friend's parents
- getting an IBM jacket without me having to do anything
- being told 'ang sweet mo naman', not sarcastically, by someone i just met
- meeting new people, getting in touch again with old friends, and maintaining communication
The year's not over yet. I'd have more reasons to smile then.=)
i've been Tin Nolasco at 23:15
Thursday, December 14, 2006
foolish heart..
MOOD: wala.. wala lang..
MUSIC: Heaven - John Legend
Can't i just be happy with how i am right now? Why do i keep on wishing for something that i can't have? for something that i'll never have? When will it ever dawn to me that some things aren't just meant for me? It just seems that my mind refuses to think rationally, and that my foolish heart couldn't just give up. It just pains me, that for the nth time, i'm allowing myself to hope for the hopeless, and ask for the impossible, something i've once and again sworn i'd no longer do. But i guess i'm just that foolish to let that happen.
i've been Tin Nolasco at 21:28
Saturday, December 09, 2006
secrets..
MOOD: sentimental..
MUSIC: Another Sad Love Song - Tony Braxton
i wish i could see what’s inside your heart
are we getting closer? are we growing apart?
i wanna know if i’m a part of your world
just let me know what our future could hold..
but i know that there will never be an “us”
and that i’ll get hurt again, just like in the past
yet there’s still this part of me that wishes otherwise
dreaming of i love you’s, wanting no goodbyes..
but i guess i’d rather keep these all inside
than risk having you no longer by my side
telling you these things might mean losing you
leaving me with sleepless nights, and tear-stained pillows, too..
maybe this is what i get, falling for a friend
holding on to nothing, being at the losing end
but i allowed this to happen, loving you, i mean
no regret in saying this, i love you, from deep within..
i've been Tin Nolasco at 23:58
Sunday, December 03, 2006
on vacation..
MOOD: kinda hungry..
MUSIC: *internet shop noise*
I'm on location right now at Sulivan, Baliuag, Bulacan, Irish's hometown. Yup, i'm on vacation. Until tomorrow that is. And contrary to what Fides claims *bored na raw ako*, i'm not. I've met quite a few interesting people here. And will still be meeting some more, later this afternoon.
I've met the men of Irish's dreams na. Hahaha! Kaya ngayon, pag magkukuwento na siya, may mukha na akong mai-a-attach. Na-tameme nga ako eh. Nawala sa sarili. Na-starstruck. Pero, carry lang. La mang dapat na ikahiya eh.:D
Nwei, i'm quite missing somebody. Haaay! Wala lang ito. Gutom na siguro ako. Kung anu-ano na nasasabi ko. Hehehe.:D
i've been Tin Nolasco at 11:30
