I can't take it anymore. Everyone thinks I'm indestructable, the girl who never flinches, the girl who always has a smile on her face, the girl who's gone through nothing, the girl who has no fears. I'm tired of it. I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. I want people to understand me. I want people to understand how hard it is to be me, and to have to deal with all of this crap and still be expected to be happy. It's not fair. Why can everyone else just fall apart but I have to keep it together?